Oh My God!

Oh my God! Oh my God! Oh my God! I have to write japanese calligraphy during my workshop. The problem is... I don't even know how to write! Actually, I don't even know how to use a brush to write. I have decided to learn from the internet, but it is no use. I still could not write well. What if there is a calligraphy competition on that day? I really think I cannot win the competition. However, I will still try my best. But sometimes, trying our best just doesn't work. I don't know why, but maybe that certain thing is just not right for us. That is what I think. ^_^ What am I suppose to do? Am I really going to lose if there is a competition? Ahhh... So many questions in my head that it just gives me a headache! Now, what can I do is pray more and try my best to win the competition...

Oh God....Please bless me with courage and confidence for my competition!